yet another random quote

"God bless all here, and may the best man win, and die of gluttony" -Eugene O'nell "The Iceman Cometh"

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"The past is consumed in the present, and the present is living only because it brings forth the future." -James Joyce "A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man"

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"i broke my heart for every gain, to taste the sweet i faced the pain"

random poem

Leader -Bruce BennettA man shot himself in the foot."ow" he howledhopping this way and that"Do something Do something!!!""We are! We are!" shouted those around him, "Were hopping! Were hopping!"

thanx alan and nick and matt

well, whether i fail or pass, thanx to you two for helping me find stuff and equations, and for helping me use my ti-89 aka god calculator hehe :) oh, and matt too, for helping me out on some problems

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"whats before me is the comforting fact that death is a fine long sleep, and i'm damned tired, and it can't come too soon for me"

i want to go home

two and a half weeks left...can't wait to go home...... to see my friends.... to see laura.... to work instead of work and go to school... to get a decent job that people don't make fun of me for having all the time... oh well, its only two and a half weeks away. Don't think i'm going to come up north this summer, too far away ...... driving is the devil... actually its fun but i don't want to kill a million gallons of gas.... maybe i'll go see lauren when shes home and stop in on pat and nick on the way home.... everyone else is too far away... well...maybe go to matts to see the great nothingness :) but doubt it... summer is going to hopefully be relaxing and fun ...hopefully....oh well..don't care....going to do calc and physics...same ol thing...

"I will...

"I will always be a stranger who never feels at home, who does not really want and is not really wanted, who can never belong, who must always be a little in love with death" Eugene O'nell Long Days Journey Into Night

random quote time

i'm gonna start posting random quotes...for lack of better things to type

wierd

everyone has been acting wierd lately, i dunno y, all at the same time everyone has seemed to just start acting strangely.... thanks to nick and matt for maintaining their sanity.... hehe, but their the only ones... i think.... probably forgot someone.... oh well, i think its just me.... probably just me.... are lauren and pat alive and well? i hope so because i see none of them anymore.. oh well... they have stuff to do... hmm....well...yeah.......oh, and i don't want to hear it ryan, this is complete train of thought....i don't need to break up everything into sentences... whats with everyone always commenting on punctuation.. i don't get it... its a journal..... y does it matter.... i don't understand.... and i could write a better english paper than all of you (my friends up here) excluding lauren.... so i don't understand why we always comment about punctuation and spelling in a journal....

good morning good morning

this weekend did me lotsa good, i'm all rested up now hehe, thats alwayz a good thing...considering how i was when i left...i missed pats friends though :( and probably missed seeing everyone as flaming drunks hehe, darn, oh well, i'm tired....already, and well....yeah....cya

fun

still having fun down here, hehe, me and nick both got telescopes hehe, i got mine for $40.00 and he got his for $25.00, hehe, they are like $300.00 telescopes, that was kewl hehe :) They are pretty cool, something about a 910mm telescope, with motors to move it, i just have to push buttons to make it do stuff. Oh well, n e wayz, its massive funness down here, i can't wait til summer, i think i'll end up doing stuff with nick this summer, my friends and laura like him hehe, she said that he seem really polite hehe :) I got to see my homeys from down here and sleep in my own bed, haven't done that in a while, its so comfortable, i have a queen sized bed hehe, can't beat it at poly hehe, stupid squeaky, saggy beds...oh well, its me and laura's one year!! yay, don't know what to do though...afraid of ruining it ..... hopefully i won't. I might be able to convince my friend joe to come up with me to poly next weekend....doubt it but i can try hehe. cya, gotta go see laura :) bubye

massive funness :)

I'm down at lauras dorm now, i made the drive safely, and dougie got me a carwash because i gave him a ride to SB, that was really nice of him....and my car really needed it....it was a brown camero for a while. Last night was fun, i'm sure theres no need to elaborate, and today will be even more fun. My buddies from home are coming down so we can go to the fashion island mall, and nick is going to meet us if he wakes up in time too :) This should be massive funness :) Nick was supposed to be on his way right now but one of his little sibblings said that they wouldn't wake him up because he would "beat their head off" hehe. Now he just called and said there was a car accident in front of his house so he couldn't pull the car out of his driveway!!! LOL, i think thats funny hehe :) n e wayz, i guess he is going to meet us to go to fashion island and then newport beach, which is right by the mall hehe, this should be fun :) I was dieing on the drive here yesterday, but i got to take a break at my dads house, it was awesome, i forgot that i would loop around to get to my dads house if i went that way, hehe, so i talked to my stepmom, and my little sister is playing clarinet, and my little brother is going into highschool next year!!!! thats crazyness, oh well, but it was good to see them, and she drives so fast in her bug, the new turbo ones are really fast hehe, it was fun hehe. Oh well, the drive only took from 330-830...total, that wasn't bad, oh well, gotta go, my friendz should be here any minute, we gotta go meet them :) cya

woohoo

i get to go home today :) yay, and better yet, i get to see my girl:) woohoo, yay, i'm in a good .... but tired and groggy mood...i should be sleeping but i don't think i can...n e wayz woohoo, cya :)

woohoo

i get to go home today :) yay, and better yet, i get to see my girl:) woohoo, yay, i'm in a good .... but tired and groggy mood...i should be sleeping but i don't think i can...n e wayz woohoo, cya :)

doobeedoo

well.....yeah....homework=badness...i think most teachers are grumpy old people who like to take it out on us by giving us massive amounts of homework...this sux...hmm...and if we don't do it were even more screwed...oh well...not in the ranting mood...i'll stop now before i procede to hurt my self by thinking too hard....or too little....depends on how you look at it....its amazing how you can have a ton to do and just sit and act bored....oh well..i'm gonna go force myself to do homework

physics

I feel bad...i always fall asleep in physics and today wasn't different for the most part...except...well... it was worse.... i fell asleep.....in the front row of the class room..... in the center of the front row. ...... and then...well... i proceeded to druel on my shirt as i wake up to my physics teacher... luckily still lecturing and not bringing attention to the spot on my shirt.. .stairing right at me....yeah... i feel rude... and embarrassed...well cuz of the druel and all hehe..

uhhhhggggg

well...that feeling of accomplishment just got overwhelmed with the fact that i'm DEAD TIRED!!! i want to pass out and not wake up for a long time.....preferably for more than 6 hours....that would be nice....oh well.....i'll get to eventually, tomorrow brings with it another day....hopefully a good one :) ninight

bored. and calc sux, and more boredom

This is getting more boring..and addicting....lauren i still need ta talk to you... hmm, gotta go and do calc.... this sux... oh well..... hmm.... well.... yeah......

..bored again

There seems to be nothing to do...i'm bored....i slept in til 230 today....cuz there was nothing better to do...i have homework but i don't want to do it....fun...ok...no......well....i'm gonna go play pool....theres nothing better to do, i need to do something fun so that i can actually be modivated to do something other than nothing.......

...buy the way...

OH, i couldnt' really do kewl stuff so here it is

...nothing really

Well, i finally made this live journal....ok..... now what? Y do we write these things i don't get it. its funny how they alwayz tell you how you won't get spammed and then they start spamming you right away....then you get porn in your mail......then you get ads from people who want to help you enlarge your dick......i don't get it, i like mine the way it is....and how do they know i'm male? i could be a girl...well...i'm not ,but my girlfriend gets penis enlargment spam too....and well....i know she ain't got one...oh well.....i'm bored....counterstrike is boring..... so is typing random things on this computer....it isn't even mine....oh well...n e wayz.....how do i find everyone....i guess if your reading this you found me....damn.....i don't really get it...we write a journal...(usually personal) so that everyone that we know...and don't know could theoretically read it...and if these servers die or something its lost forever.....oh well, its not like i have anything better to do right now..... i'm so bored.....i think it would be more interesting to go outside and sit in the middle of the road and watch cars go around me.... thats fun.... hehe.. well...so are most things til you die....that would suck...then i couldn't be bored anymore... or do stupid things to kill my boredness..... Have you ever wondered y you can be bored and have some one hit you over the head with the same board....i hate the english language...its really confusing....the same word is spelled differently...said the same, and mean different things.....or all those exceptions that they made up for the way we talk...i don't understand it....i think the person that made up this language had their head up their ass,and another thing, whats with these gender things....i said that so i don't offend the females....whats the big deal if i say "guy"... i don't get it.... and how girls want their freedom so they wear less clothes.... i dont' get it..... we wanted you too anywayz.., oh well...... like i said i'm boring, i feel sorry for you for reading this..... do you have nothing better to do? I have nothing better to do than to write this but your actually reading this? Well....at least i know i'm not alone in my boredom... now that your reading this....want a tip? Don't piss on the electric fence....have you actually though of what would happen if you did that? You'd be walking along some random electric fence and you gotta piss really bad...and the bathrooms are on the otherside of the fence...so you get mad at the fence...and just to spite it you pull out your wang (sorry gals, its easier to describe this then the squatting thing) and let loose...thinking of being relieved.....just as you realize that you've just sent way too much voltage through your now over barbequed pet....., and yourself... you go in thinking of the relief of losing a few pounds and then,well, you get a big supprise....that would really hurt...kinda like the guy that thought of a great sex toy, he heard in a magazine that if you plug a battery into a cow heart it will pulsate...then i guess your supposed to well....have at it, so this genious took one and plugged it into the wall, and stuck his pecker into the heart of pain... that sounds like a good name for it....and then electrocutes himself in an attempt to dock with a dead animals heart...and then i guess he starts a fire and burns down his parents house..... he gets a darwin award for his stupidity.....but just think......if he would have lived.....that would suck...what would you tell your parents when they got home...or better yet when they visited you in the hospital.... " well ya see i heard in this magazine......" that wouldn't fly with most parents... man...this guy probably made bobbit feel really lucky.... and what would they say at the funeral....well, he .....died happy? That would be interesting... its amazing what people will do to immitate sex hehe, there was a girl that was supposedly on the counter while herparents weren't home and she was playing with a broomstick...never thought you could kill yourself with a broom stick but she fell off the counter and proved me wrong.....thats the way to make a shish kabob....n e wayz i'll spare you people and move to a pc topic...since i know i will be chastised by the poor souls that read this..... i htink i've ranted long enough, lets see if i can make it too long....well...hmmm... i should probably go talk to my girlfriend...ya know its not a good sign when i've had 2 parents....right in front of me....ask her either y is she with me or how does she tolerate me...one was one of my parents, and the other was my best friends mom..... i didn't think i was that bad....gosh.... oh well, this is before i realized that i'm extremely loud and obnoxious....oh well, ya can manage.... you obviously like me or are bored out of your mind if your reading this.....i really hope no one gets this far..... i didn't think i would write this far, but if someone is actually reading this i would be scared. Speaking of scary tim is here to play the bass....everyone seems to want to play it now, ITS MY INSTRUMENT!!!! Oh well, i suck at it anywayz, maybe i should practice... oh well, its a lost cause, i don't have an amp anywayz, and i dont' have money to buy one, i wish i wasn't broke, i have no clue where the money goes, i have $150 in my bank account and i work 15 hours a day!!! what the hell is that, this world sucks, and to make matters worse i am a janitor, yes, i am one of the army of lowly scum that totes around a yellow can armed with a bottle of Workout, the heavy duty cleaner, and a toilet brush, cuz you'll never know when you'll need one, ya know, you would think that i'd find a better job, but i've just gotten so lazy. When you get used to doing crap like that or people looking at you and laughing you know your at the bottom of the food chain, i love that feeling... oh well, i got used to it young, now i can tollerate it, i actually don't mind my job, we don't alwayz do that much, not like ryan, he leaves campus while on the clock, and he has a deskjob, ryan, i'm sorry, but you are the worst worker i've ever met, i would never hire you but your kewl :) hehe ....you know your desperate when you looking at pics of other peoples wow groups, it isn't me but tim and ryan are admiring them hehe, that was a year ago....uuuhhhh....get over it... ohwell, i'm sorry ryan and tim, i'll stop being mean, but i'm bored..... really bored.....ooohhh, i want to watch a movie...need to be funny, i'm in a good mood, i need to laugh, or lets go get stuck in the sand at pismo,i want to take my camaro out there, that would be fun....i would get stuck or plant my front enda few feet under the sand but it would be fun til i incured a few hunderd dollars of dammages, of which i dont' have, that is alwyz fun, its great, my car runs fine til i have no money then it dies, i figure that all i have to do is keep money in my account and my car will run fine...or completely die....i don't think i'll ever have 5 grand saved up hehe, oh well, i like being broke... you know your poor when you go the swapmeet and then later you don't do anything but call everyone up to tell them about all of the deals you got...i was bragging about getting a file set...how sad is that.....the funny thing is that if theyre selling it theres usually something wrong with it, my 80 dollar collectors edition of lord of the rings that i got for 3 dollars has a section missing thats about 30pages long, and it starts right at an importing foreshadowing part of the book, GRRRR, then another 30 pages later the same section repeats...they just put the wrong leaflet in the book, i've never seen a book like that, but it really irked me, i had been reading that thing for a few days straight, i stopped doing everything.... this is why i haven't started reading the simerilion, i'll do the same thing, i actually like reading but i alwayz have better things to do.....uuuhh...welll...some including myself could argue against that especially since i'm writing all of this, but either way when i start i can't stop reading...i just can't put it down until my eyes are burning or someone yells at me for obsessing...... i really should go soon, i've been typing for way too long.....well... i'm sorry if i wasted your time just as i have sucessfully wasted my own time....grrr this keyboard keeps sticking...ryan sounds like he is having an orgasm...he found a really cool website...somehow i don't want to see whats on it........ick.....its the webdesign hes admiring.......i'm a gear head......my extent of computers is *ug ug, circuitborard ug ug* oh well.....ok, its not that bad but i'm no CSC for good reason...with my reasoning the programs would never run....logic huh? i dont know how to use that stuff, oh well, its more fun that way...especially when someone is explaining something to you and you have no clue, i love it when that happens,i get it alot....oh well, i've been wondering how i got into calpoly, i think someone needed to go to lunch so they stamped the next 10 applicationswith accepted. hehe, i think thats what they do in the ag department, there are so many dumb farmboys at this school......"durrr.....beer is good, hehe, big trucks are cool......so are big ugly boots and big ugly hats...its funny, the hats are huge, the trucks are huge, the boots are huge, and then theres the pants, theyre a few sizes too small, and alwayz wrangler...they should outlaw them....the law should say that " under penal code 123:456M Men are hereby prohibited to wear pants that are tight enough so that others might be able to tell if you are circumcized" i mean comeon, if we can see your wang clearly, then your gonna get jumped by a big asshole fiend, or by someone who DOESN'T WANT TO SEE YOUR DIRTY MEAT!!!! oh well, there are alot of things that society should ban. But we won't go there because my hands are getting tired of typing, and i need to go call my girlfriend,i haven't talked to her since lastnight, i miss her :( ok its decided i'm going, cya :) and i'm sorry if you read this, please don't kill me for ranting.... i'm bored after all and i'm allowed to rant... and if your bored this is up here so that you can read it...hey, thats what this is for, when your bored you can read about other peoples boredness or write your own boredness,i finally got it, and it only took me a few hundred words to figure it out, hehe, see i can reason things out, it just takes me a while :) woohoo :) ok well, i'll cya later :) have fun, and don't be bored like me